I rolled over and cuddled up next to what I thought was a pillow.

CLICK

“Aw, so cute. Now I can show mom Tay. I wonder what she’ll say,” Zac laughed fiddling with the loaded camera in his hands. Lynn laughed at what Zac had said and what she saw. She never ever thought she would find her best friend cuddled next to her boyfriend as the sunshine beat heavily on their bodies. At least not this soon. I opened my eyes to find Zac and Lynn standing above me laughing, then I took a glance to my side. Where I found Taylor laying by me in his boxers and T-shirt.

“Tay wake up! Wake up Tay!!” I yelled as I rolled him rapidly. His eyes flung open as he too saw his brother and Lynn laughing at him and Bre in the bed they had made on the floor. He was to embarrassed to even move.

“Zac, Lynn. I swear it’s not what you think! We didn’t like do it!” he pleaded.

“Um Tay. That’s not what we thought. Now let me shake that picture out of my mind,” Zac said giving a disgusted face.

“Oh...” Tay trailed off being more embarrassed then ever.

“We just fell asleep together to. God, we could care less that we did. I mean it’s not that big of a deal. Wow, you guys must think your hot stuff now! Ooo, you fell asleep together in the same bed!” Lynn laughed sarcastically.

“Well this isn’t the first time,” Tay said proudly, “Hey what time is it?”

“It’s eight in the morning actually,” Lynn said stunned not knowing it was that early herself.

“It’s too early,” Tay and I moaned.

“Just get up and take showers,” Lynn and Zac said as they pulled us out of bed. Tay and I both got out of our cozy bed and raced to the shower. Tay got there first but he insisted that went before him. I thanked him and walked into the bathroom. As I got in the shower the steam cleared out my mind, but not all of it. I began to think and ponder.

God. So many people would die for this life. Being with someone who really loves you and always cares. He gives you little hints that he loves you, and of course you flirt back, I thought smiling. He gives you loving glances and gives you little presents to make you smile. He makes you laugh, and when your down you can always count on him to pick you up. He sings you asleep. He’s just Taylor. I got out of the shower and dried off and quickly got dressed knowing that Taylor needed the bathroom. I walked out and he just stood there, staring an deep loving stare that made me feel wanted. He grabbed my waist and pulled me close kissing me deep and then let me go. Neither of us paid attention to the time, people or setting. It was just all to perfect.

“I love you,” he whispered, “I love you more then life itself.”

“I love you more then anything,” I whispered back kissing his ear as I talked. He walked into the bathroom and closed the door. I stood there leaning on the door hoping he would open it back up and kiss me again. But I was wrong. I heard the shower quickly start and I began to walk away. Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder.

“You thought I wouldn’t get another kiss?” he asked quietly, “I just like teasing you.” I grabbed him close and I wouldn’t let our mouths pull away. But he broke away and proceeded back into the bathroom.

Any boy would die for a girl like Breanne, He thought stepping in the shower, It’s the little things and hints she gives me that attacks me to her so much. The little ‘I love you’ smiles. I mean her smile is so perfect and innocent. The kisses are so memorable and how she kisses so softly. He comforting laugh. She is what I always dreamed of. When I hurt, she knows exactly what to say. He stepped out of the shower and as Bre did, dried off and got dressed. That morning both of us did a lot of thinking about each other, and it was good.

* * * I sat in my room listening to my Backstreet Boys CD playing. Tay walked in quietly and began to sing along. I took the remote control and turned off the stereo and he kept singing.

“No offense, but Nick sings is better,” I laughed as he sat in down on the bed next to me.

“Breanne, I love you so much. I never felt this way before. I mean it is so good to feel the way I do. I mean I just can’t describe it. The one time I want to tell the world what I feel...I can’t. The dictionary doesn’t have enough words and the mouth can’t speak enough sounds. It’s just this colossal feeling inside, I love you.” I didn’t say a word. I didn’t want to ruin what he had said. I just took him in my arms and embraced him tight. It was at that point I knew that our relationship had taken a step forward. Just as our mouths were about to meet there was a knock at the door. I figured it was Zac since he always interrupted us at the worst moments.

“Come in!” I yelled. To my surprise Lynn came waltzing through the door with a perky smile on her face. She moved to her side and Zac stuck his head in the door and then walked in completely stepped. I knew he had something to do with the knock. Nothing bad was complete without Zac.

“Sorry to bother you. But there are two other people in this house. People who really don’t want to sit around and bang each other all day long. So if you don’t mind us asking, what the hell are we doing today?!” Zac asked madly.

“Banging each other all day?” Tay asked as he began to laugh. “First of all you are thirteen so I would hope you are not even thinking about ‘banging’, and secondly. Where the hell did you get ‘banging’?” he laughed harder.

“Dawson’s Creek,” Zac said proudly.

“God you are one messed up little man,” Tay said shaking his head, “banging.” he said in the softest whisper possible as he grinned once again.

“Well, to move away from the topic of ‘banging’,” I said smiling, “What do you two want to do?” I asked knowing they both had already thought of something.

“Well, we kinda thought we could go to the mall,” Zac said meekly.

“Are you nuts?!?!” Tay yelled, “We will get mobbed!”

“Can we just please try,” Lynn begged.

“OK we can try,” Tay moaned. “Where did Zac go. He was here a second ago.”

“Oh I think he went to call a cab,” I said.

“Zac hang up!!” Lynn yelled. Zac quickly hung up the phone and walked into my room with the rest of us.

“Since I knew you guys would agree I am having my parents pick us up here at 1:00pm and then come get us at the mall at 3:00pm. Then we will go to my house,” Lynn grinned wider as the word ‘house’ came out of her mouth.

“Cool. You guys will love Lynn’s house,” I said.

“Well what do we do ‘till one?” Tay asked.

“We haven’t stopped running around yet. Why don’t we all just relax,” I suggested yet the words came out in a plea.

“Sounds good to me,” Tay replied.

* * * I sat on my bed watching TV as Lynn sat at the computer on-line. The boys were in their room once again playing their game.

“Lynn I did a lot of thinking about Tay this morning. And you know, I have a hunch he thought about me a lot too,” I began.

“In a good way I hope,” she said not taking her eyes off the computer screen.

“Of course,” I laughed, “But I found out why I love him so. I do because of the little things he dose. You know, the little hints of love. Oh, and the kissy faces!” I laughed, “And how could I forget his protecting arms.” Lynn was so jealous at the moment. She knew Zac did some of that stuff with her, but their relationship was nothing like Bre and Tay’s. Maybe it was because they were so young, or maybe because that’s just not how their relationship was. She was still jealous.

“Hey that’s good for you!” she fake smiled.

“Yeah, I really love him.” Lynn turned away from the computer, “Do you think that you might take it to the net level. You know...fooling around?” she grinned evily. I didn’t know what to say. Deep down inside I wanted to desperately.
Back to Tulsa: A Love and Hate Story
Chapter 16
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