Should Have Thought...

I thought it was over,

I knew I was done.

Every day of my life seemed worthless,

pointless,

empty.

If God gave me a gift,

I lost it.

If I had inner beauty,

no one noticed.

If I had any friends,

they blew me off.

If anyone loved me,

it was ok they forgot to that day.

If I wanted a 'hi',

thats ok they forgot that too.

I just wish that someone had told me to think more,

before I threw my life away.

It wasn't anyone's fault,

it was my own,

should have thought more before I plunged to deep.

It gets awful lonely below six feet.

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